fastingfromsexforoneyear

Why are nights so lonely? why is that the time of utter despair?  Having someone to talk to until you fall asleep is so great.  The sadness is like a potion which prevents sleep.  I long to sleep seeing every day is a great day but I dread the nights like the black plague.  The overwhelming sense of sadness is so intense I find myself watching tv for hours on end just to find some type of satisfaction or fulfilment.  Do many people experience this.  It’s like sadness is a ghost that lingers when the sun goes down.  Maybe some type of a nightly routine could be beneficial to distracting this negative sense of emotions.  I never experienced this type of sadness at night when my Husband was home.  I just wish he would leave this war in Iraq already.  Just last night our little one was crying saying he missed his Daddy… well I do too.