http://devotedarmywifeandmom.today.com Hormones raging but loyalty to deployed husband overrules! Fri, 02 Oct 2009 00:17:31 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en One year deployed at last your back but where are you?  It is past noon you should have been here but your not.  You don't pick up the phone and I am afraid.  Did you get into trouble?  Are you doing things that could hurt your career or us.  You ... http://devotedarmywifeandmom.today.com/2009/10/01/where-are-you/ Many Military wives say they worked so hard to be true to their spouse during the deployment.  Thankfully the deployment is over and all the woman around me including myself have been reunited with our spouse.  Now the bigger question remains.  Is something wrong that not just I but other ... http://devotedarmywifeandmom.today.com/2009/09/13/deployment-trust-insecurities/ Why are nights so lonely? why is that the time of utter despair?  Having someone to talk to until you fall asleep is so great.  The sadness is like a potion which prevents sleep.  I long to sleep seeing every day is a great day but I dread the nights like ... http://devotedarmywifeandmom.today.com/2009/08/06/sad-night/ My 2 week emotional affair is over but I think of his fantasies of sitting next to a woman in a skirt with no panties in places ranging next to him in a plane and even the movie theater.  To many a sexual pervert to me the ideal sex fein.  ... http://devotedarmywifeandmom.today.com/2009/08/04/adult-toy-stores/ Two weeks ago we talked by instant messenger you filled a void, than we began talking on the phone, things escalated so quickly.  I love the way you talked to me.  I love the way you are. I love how we think alike and accepting of my sexual addictions. Sexual addictions such as being ... http://devotedarmywifeandmom.today.com/2009/08/02/emotional-affair-despite-husband-deployed-in-iraq/ Here is some free advice, The secret to not cheating on a spouse deployed in Iraq is no male friends what so ever! if you think a male is to far away or downright ugly i assure you that is no safety net. I am at last in an emotional affair. No sexual ... http://devotedarmywifeandmom.today.com/2009/07/29/secrets-to-faithfulness-during-time-of-war/ Something happened in my life recently that has left me feeling very insecure and downright worthless.  Now to regain esteem of any kind I am left wanting to rebel.  Not knowing how to cope with something unfamiliar... failure I seek an escape.  I ponder drugs, alcohol, running into the woods and even ... http://devotedarmywifeandmom.today.com/2009/07/23/deployed-husband-and-horny-wife/ Seeing my Husband is deployed and I often feel lonely I have become the two extremes. I exercise nonstop, really about 3 hours a day and when not doing that I am a couch potatoe. I spend my times watching movies nonstop.  I found a site called freefullmovies.net and to my ... http://devotedarmywifeandmom.today.com/2009/07/05/free-movies-online/ I was at the grocery store waiting in the checkout line with my darling child.  I was excited to go home and I was nervous about an upcoming glamour competition I would be competing in.  My darling child suddenly screams at the top of his lungs with glee " Mom ... http://devotedarmywifeandmom.today.com/2009/06/25/i-cant-believe-hed-go-their/  The military bases are under attack by more mortars than you could imagine. Today a bomb killed many individuals in Baghdad what is new?  If cats have 9 lives than my husband so far has had about 23.  The problem is eventually the cat dies.  How many bombs must explode 10 feet away ... http://devotedarmywifeandmom.today.com/2009/06/24/iraq-our-soldiers-lives-compromised/